It's that feeling when

You're not sure where you want to go

When your head says "stop!"

When your hearts "go!

"The light is green,

"Risk it all!"

But when you see him

And he looks at you with those eyes

You realize you don't know

What they mean anymore



Your head is in that state

Of terrible confusion and

You don't know

Who you really are anymore

And you realize that

You can no longer define yourself

With those words that

You would use every time

Someone would ask



It couldn't have been love

It was just that stupid feeling

You kept inside for so long

That crawled away inside at you

Wanting to be expressed

Tired of being under lock and key



And when you pass him

You wish your shoulders would brush

Just to know what being close to him would feel like

But you take a different route

Because your heart is tired of feeling

That terrible confusion

That has settled into the pit of your stomach



Now it's awkward

Now it's different

Now there's the middle-man

Now everything's changed

And you wish you could turn back time

And not do or say or think

Whatever it was that let him know

Exactly how you felt

Because you would have preferred

That unrequited love

To this terrible confusion

More than anything else in the world